Heart broken and Revenge

Oh why did it have to be this way? Why did you rip my heart out from my ribs and stab it a million times to feel the pain and hurt you want me to feel? Why do you still ignore me when all I want to be is your friend? Did I do something wrong? Did I say something wrong? Tell me please. My eyes stream of water as the noose from the tree hangs limp around my neck. It tightens little by little around my neck as i feel the pain and the missery you caused me. Soon I will be hanging from the tree that you once put me on, and by the neck will I fall to my death. But as long as you live I hope you hear the crying and terror you placed in my heart in your dreams when you sleep at night. I hope each minute that goes by after I am dead you will realize you wish you hadn't done it. For you are the murderer that caused my heart the pain and suffering. Your cold mindedness getting the best of you I hope you think of me more and say to yourself "I wish I hadn't Why me?!" I hope you say it enough that it will make your heart start to cry and feel like it has been stabbed a million times, for you will get what you deserve, and will have no one that will save you like me. No one had saved me from the pain in my heart. I died in alone and miserable and you were there to see it in your nightmares.